Its hilarious because i really wanted some kind of picture to go with this post that showed something insane or had a really cool graphic text meme thing for the definition of insanity that we all know and love but i found only pictures of people who were doing the insanity work out thus making me feel more insane.

Well, the reason why i feel insane is because of Parisian boyfriend. i literally and going back and forth daily on an emotional roller coaster. Sometimes i want to break up and say bye to all this pain and stress and other times i want to stick with him and marry him and and have little Parisian American babies. They honestly would be the cutest though.

But he is putting me through the ringer. I am in Indonesia and my stomach hurts so bad and I wish I could attribute it to the food but I’ve only been sick since I’ve been stressed out about him and what he thinks and whether or not he will sit down, shut up, and support me while I travel the world and make something of myself. But on the other hand, I think that may just be too much to ask of someone that loves you and wants to be with you.

If I knew what i wanted, I’d really solve my problem…but for now…i want to hide under my covers and sleep until it all goes away and I’m about 30 and grown up and have got my entire life figured out…however, i’m not sure that moment ever comes. 

I don’t usually do personal blogging but i guess it has really gotten to that point. How embarrassing. 

Adios amigos! 

or

Daaaaa, teman-teman!

I am about to make my second connecting flight to Bali but first, I am enjoying the scenery in Taipei. Like seriously, why is this airport so cute and full of cute people? I’m really amazed. So anyways, I found a machine that dispenses water at like all temperatures and wondering why I didn’t bring some instant coffee. I also watched a great movie on the flight over but I didn’t even finish it because I slept for the most of the 14 hours in the air. Cray, right? Yup.

So anyways, if anyone has questions or requests for blog posts or anything-let me know. I’m feeling like I am full of unshared knowledge (lol just kidding, it’s just average knowledge and ramblings) so I’d love to share it. All the best!